4 Masculinities, One Tanille NSFW

About three weeks ago I went to an important workshop about Anger, Boundaries, and Safety. And did I ever learn a lot about myself in those two days, surrounding by caring, stunning individuals. 

Out of this workshop I wanted to play with some of my current anger that I had been dealing with in my relationships from this past year. And seeing what anger expression could look like for me?. How does it feel? How could I be responsible and express it? One of the safe places in my life has always been through my artistic expression. And proven yet again, this is a healthy, rewarding, juicy way of expression. 

I will start by saying, I am fucking angry. I am angry at myself. And I am angry that I fail somewhere in my self boundaries that I accept abuse, selfishness, and carelessness from my partners. Here is some art I created to express the icky side of this human condition. Swinging back and forth between sweet and salty, hard and soft, abuse and love, black and white.

I will not apologize for my anger. I will not be polite. I will not apologize if this isn't what you were expecting. I will not sugar coat this. I will not show up for this kind of treatment. I will not stand by and wait for this to happen again. 

Intrinsically in Love,

Tanille